Hi. I am realizing more and more that the whole of my existence is about embodying the marriage of spirit and bone. I was telling a friend last night that after this last major depressive episode/death, I am utterly changed. I feel more grounded. I’m calling bullshit on so much…mostly myself. There is a stillness inside me, but also a deep sadness there as well. I honor it as it’s just the realization that when you hit the bottom of things for what seems like the 40th time in your life, you realize how fragile it all is. I have grace for who I was last year and all the crazy rabbit holes I dove into. I always believe it’s necessary to do what we do. We aren’t here to “do it right.” We are here to do it. <—–that’s a period at the end of that sentence.
So, naturally, in searching for something to call the very weird evolution of what I’d like to offer as a reading (to replace the Heartspark sessions), Spirit and Bone rose to the surface. I am calling so many things that I do by that name because it just makes sense for how I approach things. Especially now, in this new space of awareness and grounded wisdom to approach my life with balance and a good dose of humor on most days. Always seeking out grace for who we are, who we’ve been and who we are becoming. And always remembering that I make the rules…and so do you.
So, on that note, I’d love to point you toward my newest offering. I’m leaving it pretty open ended as I always need the freedom to create in the space of these offerings. To give myself complete freedom to let the energy flow how it will. I think if it’s something meant for you, you’ll get it.
I’m so grateful to be here (there were many times in the last year I didn’t want to be anymore), and if I’m going to be here at all, I’m going to find a way to share what I’ve learned. And I’m going to do it on my terms. I’ve used a Myrtle reminder in this post because she helped me remember that what I am is exactly enough to do this work. More than, even. Thanks, Myrtle.
Carry on with your bad selves.